Life continues to smack me around if not every day, surely every week. It feels like every day something happens to challenge me more, or in a new way. It is so frustrating when your having trouble with different things in life and you just seem to be stalled out. I feel that I have become a very strong person over my adult life, over coming all different challenges all the time. However, I am tired of a lot of it. I know who I am and what I want, what I am capable of and what I need to do to get there, however, life seems to get in the way really often.
I know eventually everything will get to a better place where I only have a challenge pop up here and there and I will easily overcome them, but right now it seems like such a long arguous process and journey to get where I want to be. I am frustrated from being behind the 8 ball for so long and having to constantly starch and crawl my way out of it. Getting knocked down and getting up over and over again. I always seem to ask God why has my life gotten like this and why is it taking so long to make progress. I believe whole heartedly he will bring me to a place of joy, peace and abundance but I am getting tired of waiting. But one thing I have learned and I have really embraced is to be thankful for all of it, including the bad stuff and difficulties. He did it for a reason, and I don’t know why while it is happening but I do know I am learning something from everything I go through, and whatever I am learning is needed in order to make the next step forward.
I know what ever I am learning and getting from these challenges and difficulties is a lesson I need to learn in order to be able to prosper as he propels me forward in the future! It is a great mentality and disposition to have in todays crazy and chaotic world. I think it is serving me well! I just hope that he almost has me ready and in position to get me to that place in the near future because he knows I am getting tired of waiting!
I know a lot of you probably feel the similar to me about life and everything that you go through. I know many of you can relate to me, and it is definitely really hard to get through tough times. But I hope you can take something from this post and feel you’re not alone, find some motivation and build on it. I ask you to pray for me and our family, as I always pray for all of you and your families! It is the only way to find the answers! Thank You!