So I first want to review this past Post 58 Struggles and then move onto where I am at now…
Recent life has felt really cold and cruel. The Craziness, anxiety, stress and monumental challenges are weighing me down like I am simply standing in quick sand. I am sure so many people can relate to how I feel right now. For as long as I can remember life has been throwing challenge after challenge at me, and I do my best to remain positive, but it doesn’t always work out the way I would like. I have always looked at the world as a place where God, or the greater power always evens everything out at the end of the day. I always said, we are going to have a huge breakthrough, because things can’t go wrong forever. However, the point I am at now is that I do not know if a breakthrough will ever happen. I try to tell myself that we are paying our dues and no one could have bad things happen forever. That eventually god will pay us back 10 fold for all the challenging times. Well, I don’t know how much longer I can maintain that thought process. It feels like the last little bit of hope that I was holding onto is slowly but surely slipping through my finger tips.
I didn’t intend to write this particular blog post. I just started to connect with how I am feeling and decided to share it with everyone. I know a lot of people have felt this way or are feeling this way right along with me, right now! That is what makes a platform like this so great. Being able to be open and share my emotions, feelings and challenges can help me grow as a person. It can help me refocus myself and move forward. Sharing all of these things with others can help them do the same.
I just pray that any and all of us who feel this way can survive the tribulations and enjoy the abundance we all deserve afterwards. God Bless!
I was at a really rough place in life at this time. I was having doubts about a lot of things, and I was contemplating everything in my life. I was in a dark place. However, I made a decision to fight and re focus myself. I decided I would never give up and with that in mind and God on my side I focused on the positives and over coming all the challenges. I tried to reconnect with myself and others in a different way.
I can tell you right now that all of that has really led me to a much better place in my life. I still have many challenges and I have not overcome everything but I know I will in time. I have already made so much progress in such a short time that I feel like a completely different person then I was just a few short months ago. I have to say that all of the hard times and challenges have made me appreciate everything in my life so much more and it was an experience I would never change.
I know many people reading this are probably struggling in some way or like me, in many ways. But do not give up! God doesn’t give you more than you can handle and everything that he does is for our good, even if it might not seem that way at the time. I implore everyone to stay strong and live in the moment, we only get one life so enjoy every moment as a gift from heaven!